Hey guys!! I know that it has been a strong little minute since I've blogged, but I have some good things to share. Soo recently I have been really confrontational with myself... meaning, that I have been asking myself a lot of whys? Like why does this make you feel this way? or why does this make you so upset, because dawg I be upsetttttt!!!!! Like real life furious and all these past emotions just come up and I start letting my emotions blur what is really going on. I get tired of this though, because its draining and its drainnig for others to deal with as well. I delt with a lot of emotional abuse from my parents and it makes me feel like others are out to get me... lolol i know it sounds whacky, but honestly, I feel that way at times. I feel this way in most of my relationships so it causes me to retreat instead of dealing with my problems, but this is no way to live. No matter how much abuse someone causes for you, it still falls on you to correct your problems and become a...
