It Didn't Kill You

Hello guys, welcome to my new series called "walk by faith" In this series, I will share my journey on how I started to walk by faith and how doing so changed my life for the better. I am a firm believer that you should walk through life knowing that better outcomes are always possible no matter what your reality may be. Faith - complete trust or confidence in something or someone.

Find the lesson in everything that your going through. Honestly that’s the purpose of what your going through. Your not just a human, but a human being who is apart of the universe. Everyday you are growing and expanding every aspect of yourself. Things do become heavy, but you are not alone. The weight of the world weighs heavy on each and every one of us! If you change your perspective and look around you will notice that the things you go through aren’t for nothing. Realize that your life is apart of a bigger picture and your wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t. Life is hard and it hurts. It may seem like every time you turn around there is something tragic happening, because it is. That’s just life! Life is made to make you strong and a beautiful human being. As much as it feels like it is tearing you down, in actuality it is building you up! Find the lesson, it is there and when you do.... apply it! Nothing that I speak on comes easy or in a days time, but with practice you can take ...

For several years I was depressed. I was young, and I didn’t even know what depression was. I thought I could smoke n drink it away or that having a boyfriend would distract me from how I felt. I constantly let people use me and walk all over me.    I would look in the mirror and not recognize who I was. I would be around my own family n they felt like strangers. I was mentally tapped out. everyone just thought it was puberty and that I was acting funny, but in reality I was going through an extremely ruff time.    Although    I was sick I still had to get up n go to school and deal with life. When things didn’t go as planned or got too difficult I snapped, because my brain didn’t have the capacity to deal with any problems. I never felt pretty and I never felt confident in myself. Everyday that    I woke up just felt like why? I would show up to school everyday with a hood on and some days I wouldn’t even do my hair. Everyday I was living life, ...