INTIMACY
Mommy never hugged me She never rubbed me just because Or held me close just because When I grew up , I chased after intimacy Chasing things that could make me Feel warm inside since I felt so cold Too Young to feel this cold A kid should be loved, a kid should Be held tight and brought in close to a parents heart If they don’t they’ll look for intimacy without any love at all They’ll give their body away just to be held tight Body after body , until I was a shallow vessel Many nights I cried all alone from the pain of growth but Now I hold myself at night When things feel uncomfortable I pray Knowing that God is near , to love me ,Hear me , talk with me , and hug me tight I trust that God has blessings with everything I want/need so that I never have to sacrifice priceless things like my body I am intimate with myself So when I find someone that I want to be Intimate with, I know what I like and what makes me feel ...