It Didn't Kill You

No one speaks on how traumatic it is to love someone who has no motive to love you back. No one speaks on the healing it takes after you have convinced yourself that love is real when actually the whole time you were just convenient.  No one speaks on the healing it takes after giving up your body (boy or girl) before you even know what it can truly do.  No one speaks on the abuse one must endure loving someone who just wants to use you.  No one speaks on how it must feel to move on with no apologies or even a sign of remorse, just to move on to the next who will claim its love, but really its use. No one speaks on how to heal the pain from the one you trusted and defended. No one speaks on how the lack of love from someone you committed to changes you. No one speaks on how young love will leave permanent scars No one speaks... “The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart.” “Keep...

Once upon a time, I was tested... I lost it all, I lost myself, purpose, hope, friends, faith, my home, etc. I could have been standing on the sun and this time of my life would have still been the darkest. A time when I could not feel love and I did not know how to give love.  A time where I had no idea who I was like literally looked in the mirror and could not see anything but a body. I got close to the mirror and looked in my eyes and I didn't see anything. The most I ever felt is when I was high, or hanging out. That's all I could feel was high... When I looked around everyone seemed to be doing the same thing, but I knew if I stayed the same as everyone else I would have failed myself.  That was the hard part though, like how do you break free from the norm when that's the last thing you have left? Yet, one day I DID IT. I was on the edge of the cliff and i jumped! I figured what could be worse than the way I was living. I DID IT I let go of the toxic people, I fast...

"walk by faith" is a phrase that we hear on a daily, but what does it really mean? To me walking by faith is standing strong in your convictions and pushing forward no matter what your circumstances are. It took a while for me to build my faith to where it is now and it is still growing daily. There are definitely situations that break me down and make me question God, but I had to realize that everything im going through is really for the betterment of my journey and making me stronger.  Some things that I do to keep my faith are going to God instead of people because ultimately every human is going through their own storms and there is nothing that another human can do to bring you eternal happiness. I use to think that people can give you happiness and love, but actually, you can only create those things with people, they cant give it to you. The moral of the story is if you believe in God the way you say you do, then it is up to you to cultivate that relationship with him...

Hello guys, welcome to my new series called "walk by faith" In this series, I will share my journey on how I started to walk by faith and how doing so changed my life for the better. I am a firm believer that you should walk through life knowing that better outcomes are always possible no matter what your reality may be. Faith - complete trust or confidence in something or someone.