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INTIMACY

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Mommy never hugged me  She never rubbed me just because  Or held me close just because When I grew up , I chased after intimacy  Chasing things that could make me Feel warm inside since I felt so cold  Too Young to feel this cold  A kid should be loved, a kid should  Be held tight and brought in close to a parents heart  If they don’t they’ll look for intimacy without any love at all  They’ll give their body away just to be held tight Body after body , until I was a shallow vessel Many nights I cried all alone from the pain of growth but Now I hold myself at night  When things feel uncomfortable I pray  Knowing that God is near , to love me ,Hear me , talk with me , and hug me tight I trust that God has blessings with everything I want/need so that I never have to sacrifice priceless things like my body  I am intimate with myself  So when I find someone that I want to be Intimate with, I know what I like and what makes me feel ...

Young Girl 🦋🤍

Young girl,  God trusted you into this world That alone is something you should Never second guess you being here is nothing short of a blessing  Others might not recognize who you are or the power you posses but I know you do, and if you don’t do anything else, please trust me that that belief in yourself is enough.  You’ve been searching for at least one person to love you, the way you always love others, when that person your looking for is yourself.  Young girl, don’t chase. Become.  Allow yourself to love you so much that you don’t want anything less than then love you you give to yourself.  Embody your philosophy, be the you, you wish to see in this world. Be those good vibes, be the light in the dark. Be yourself! Feel good about you and take care of you. You’ll be alright. You figure things out all the time , just be patient… give things time to work out as you keep going forward!    Attract all you want and let whatever that wants out, GO...

A Marathon NOT a race!

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Love 🦋🧿.  Once you realize that your quality of life depends on your quality of your self love , you start to want to love yourself better. Yet begin to hate anyone who couldn’t love you right. Then you heal. Then you forgive. live,love,laugh,change. Repeat. With Only those remaining who have a little piece of you in them.    A marathon, not a race. 

Loyalty.

Nowadays you always hear someone screaming about loyalty. Loyalty is not staying committed to something that is not good for YOU! It doesn't matter how much you have been through with a person, or how much you love them. If someone is not treating you how you want to be treated, it is not your job to be loyal to them because of a tittle. Be loyal to yourself first. Be loyal to you, because you deserve to be there for yourself first before anyone else can. We are so quick to be loyal to people or things that treat us with no respect or that hurt us. THAT IS NOT LOYALTY, that is what you call being in denial or maybe even obsessed. Loyalty is when you are there for someone or something that is good to you and for you. It's being there for that person who has always held you down and who was there when no one else was. Loyalty is giving respect and making sacrifices to those who did nothing BUT love you through and through when it mattered the MOST. Some people have natural loyalt...