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For several years I was depressed. I was young, and I didn’t even know what depression was. I thought I could smoke n drink it away or that having a boyfriend would distract me from how I felt. I constantly let people use me and walk all over me. I would look in the mirror and not recognize who I was. I would be around my own family n they felt like strangers. I was mentally tapped out. everyone just thought it was puberty and that I was acting funny, but in reality I was going through an extremely ruff time. Although I was sick I still had to get up n go to school and deal with life. When things didn’t go as planned or got too difficult I snapped, because my brain didn’t have the capacity to deal with any problems. I never felt pretty and I never felt confident in myself. Everyday that I woke up just felt like why? I would show up to school everyday with a hood on and some days I wouldn’t even do my hair. Everyday I was living life, ...

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